happy fish mood
spent the last 2 days at her place catching up on the record happy fishes. fell asleep dunno how many donkey times man. blogging this while waiting for her to finish dressing up for her date. sigh~ thinking of the long bus rides home is scary.. but die die hafta take bus.. cuz i already took cab here just now.
had my latest chest ache just now. i think its really getting worse. could be some lung tumour or something. has been like that for the past 2 months or so. but stepping into the hospital again will be a big thing for me. im scared.. im really scared, of the diagnosis... if it really is.. then im really done for.
i've often been mistaken by the image i potray. most think im a downright clubber who doesn't know anything else except boozing and puffing. some think im a player who cheats the feelings of others. i really dunno if i should be bothered.
she's ready. i gotta go. finish up tonight.
had my latest chest ache just now. i think its really getting worse. could be some lung tumour or something. has been like that for the past 2 months or so. but stepping into the hospital again will be a big thing for me. im scared.. im really scared, of the diagnosis... if it really is.. then im really done for.
i've often been mistaken by the image i potray. most think im a downright clubber who doesn't know anything else except boozing and puffing. some think im a player who cheats the feelings of others. i really dunno if i should be bothered.
she's ready. i gotta go. finish up tonight.
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