Sunday, January 09, 2005

butterflies and birthdays galore

butterflies crashing around in my stomach as i waited for her parents to come home last night. the dinner didn't turn out too bad after all. uncle raymond was kinda busy, so i talked to auntie tessa instead. i caught her stealing glances at me sooooo many times... must be my "aircon repairman" image. nevertheless i survived! :)

celebrated susanna's 20th birthday at breko after dinner. even mich thinks that su is sooooo cute!!! hahaha. supposed to go walas, ended up at breko due to the large turnout. su, you're just not fated to be in wala. period. i was really happy, cuz both my friends and my loved one are with me. =)

brought dear to fong seng to buy chicken wings after the gathering, then we proceeded to kent ridge park where i showed her the tank that i command. The wind, the rain, the chicken wings, the view and especially her presence just filled me up to the brim. i reluctantly sent her home at 2+. drove along "99 turns" along the way. oh, not to mention the incident that made me jam the brakes. dear u know what i'm talking about. :)

i dunno why, but i was really reluctant to let her go last night. i didn't drive off immediately like i used to. i only left when i saw her pause on the steps.. becuz i didn't want her to come back down as it was late and she had church today. i drove home along in the cold rain, the empty seat next to me overwhelmed me with loneliness... cold, painful loneliness.

just came back from corina's 21st bday celebration at her house. her mum was real cool la... damn happening.

corina's mum: come have some red wine. (starts pouring for me)
me: enough enough auntie, i'm driving.
c. mum: oh you're driving ah......... NEVER MIND la (my eyes opened BIG BIG), later before u just take some chocolates la. come drink drink.
me: wah auntie u're the best! (my eyes STILL big big) I drink i drink. (gives helpless look)
me and auntie : cheers!

surprised to see su there today as well. managed to have a real good talk with her just now, albeit her sehness from the drinks. sent her home after that, then i drove home thinking abt dear again. gosh.

i countdown the 7 hours starting now.
before my very eyes you will appear then,
right at the moment i escape from dreamland.

i need you.

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