last message over.

argh.. i actually posted something.. but it got deleted somehow. sigh~

this shall be my last post before i leave for china. checking in in exactly 1 hour and 42 mins time.

it looks like its gonna rain... and its such a quiet night... i'm typing this in a tampiness flat.. the environment's unfamiliar.. i miss my bed.. my bolster.. my laptop and my computer.. hahahaha..

she called.. albeit after some online prompting from me. but this is the first time that she initiated an msn conversation. she wanted to call me at 9.45... and i kinda freaked out and came out with a lame reason to postpone it to 10.. had to take 15 mins to calm myself down man... my heart was literally in my throat.. thumping away..

we talked for about an hour.. im glad it came out natural and smooth.. although i was really really nervous... she had to hang up to watch america's next top model.. we continued talking online after the show though.. and im really touched that she opened up to me.. if u're reading this.. thank you for trusting me, i will keep my promise.

i think i'll be homesick for this trip.. i'll miss my sch mates... chiong mates.. army mates.. ISM mates.. the warm tropical climate... and her..

darn.. my friend's flickering monitor is giving me a bad headache.. shall keep this short.. I will MISS u all so much!!! have a fun holiday!!!!!!!!

till then,
i must learn to love sunrise more than the night.

out.