Had supper with Andy and Teck today. It has been such a long time since I met Teck. Still haven't changed much and presently the 3 of us have the same hobby! But this hobby of keeping up with computers is making a big hole in our pockets.. sigh~ Had a nice long chat and smoke with jidan after that. Just got home. She is growing up.. finally.. Somehow, I wish we didn't have a past relationship, as we're now both more sensible and mature than before. Nevertheless, it is comforting to be able to at least become friends again. Who knows what will happen in the future? Life is so fragile. We have to live for each day and make the most of it. I'm overloaded with emotions now, some of which I would rather ignore. I miss a handful of people, but I wonder if I still have a place in their hearts.

God knows, but I wish I knew.