Nothing much happening in my life now. Bz with work. Tonite's night out was f**ked up. Nothing's seem to be going well. Her phone's working but somehow we've broke contact for a week. Its really unlike of her. I can only deduce 3 reasons. 1:Something wrong with phone. 2:Something drastic has happened in her life. 3:She simply wanna break contact. 1 and 3 are unlikely. I dunno man, am typing this half drunk with lots of things in my head. Worry and confusion is swirling in my head and I miss her at the same time. Is this "love"? I seriously am not sure, for the word "love" is taboo. How can I love her just after knowing her for 1 month? Why is she always on my mind?

Shall zzz.

But its not going to solve my problem.

Or rather, my problem can never be solved.

I hate it when I don't have a clue at what's going on.

I shall zzz, amidst all the ???s in my head. Period.