not so lonely after all
the night's not so lonely after. sam called me up and we watched cellular. not too bad, since i didn't have high expectations of it in the first place.
she broke down today. guess she really can't bear to leave her comfort zone after being away for half a year. for a moment i was scared.. i kinda thought of 1 of the 2 stars above looking down on me.. and im worried that she might be the 3rd. i guess she will never have the courage to do it. i hope.
i really appreciate that she made time to meet me for this trip back. many a time, i feel i can't help much but just listen.. and she still have me listen after all these years. sam, if u're reading this, i just want u to noe, whatever u do, i'll be behind you. im sure u noe what u're doing.. deep down inside.
guess wat.. now i finally know why i find jace's place so familiar.. cuz sam lives there la... big deja vu just now. i recall both telling me that their carpark humps are damn high on the first times i sent them home. called jace after sending sam back.. another session for jace to deposit into her e.b.a... :)
finally im home.. enjoyed the leisure drive back with my window down. i guess singlehood is not that bad after all.. having time to myself.. doing what i wanna do... laze when i want to... BUT.. im still looking... i yearn to love.. and to be loved.
friends, i know sch is bz. everyone's bz. i know i might be idealistic... bt.. juz hold forth sometimes for a while.. look around u, everyone's bz too! so u can juz brighten up someone's day by giving them an encouraging call or sms. it'll brighten u up as well.
gosh.. i've been getting more and more chiong hei these days.. am i too eng? kk.. shall cut down on my hokkien. whole world's thinks that im ah beng. my "simi tau kua" is getting stale, but sometimes... u noe.. its just instinctive..
before i go.. GOOD MORNING SINGAPORE! Mari kita rakyat..........
P/S Feels like army days... stand at attention... salute to the flag... sometimes.. i just miss those trainee days.. no worries, no responsibilities.. just do as u r told... yes sir yes sir 3 bags full...
she broke down today. guess she really can't bear to leave her comfort zone after being away for half a year. for a moment i was scared.. i kinda thought of 1 of the 2 stars above looking down on me.. and im worried that she might be the 3rd. i guess she will never have the courage to do it. i hope.
i really appreciate that she made time to meet me for this trip back. many a time, i feel i can't help much but just listen.. and she still have me listen after all these years. sam, if u're reading this, i just want u to noe, whatever u do, i'll be behind you. im sure u noe what u're doing.. deep down inside.
guess wat.. now i finally know why i find jace's place so familiar.. cuz sam lives there la... big deja vu just now. i recall both telling me that their carpark humps are damn high on the first times i sent them home. called jace after sending sam back.. another session for jace to deposit into her e.b.a... :)
finally im home.. enjoyed the leisure drive back with my window down. i guess singlehood is not that bad after all.. having time to myself.. doing what i wanna do... laze when i want to... BUT.. im still looking... i yearn to love.. and to be loved.
friends, i know sch is bz. everyone's bz. i know i might be idealistic... bt.. juz hold forth sometimes for a while.. look around u, everyone's bz too! so u can juz brighten up someone's day by giving them an encouraging call or sms. it'll brighten u up as well.
gosh.. i've been getting more and more chiong hei these days.. am i too eng? kk.. shall cut down on my hokkien. whole world's thinks that im ah beng. my "simi tau kua" is getting stale, but sometimes... u noe.. its just instinctive..
before i go.. GOOD MORNING SINGAPORE! Mari kita rakyat..........
P/S Feels like army days... stand at attention... salute to the flag... sometimes.. i just miss those trainee days.. no worries, no responsibilities.. just do as u r told... yes sir yes sir 3 bags full...
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