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im damn down. got back my com101 portfolio yesterday. my grade really took me by surprise. mich fell asleep on the fone last night.. so darn funny.. suddenly heard her deep breathing..

feel damn bad about last night. i was in a bad mood. my mum was in a bad mood. and once again... the hall comp had a problem. so she was screaming for me to do it up.. i was like.. the problem was with the website.. not comp.. and she blamed me for it.. wtf?! hai~ den i raised my voice la.. damn pissed.. with my grades.. and myself for behaving that way last nite.

so sad... kangwei chose jingwen. i anticipated it.. cuz ou xuan got more fans.. but i truely feels.. in the context of the show.. yixuan's love with kangwei is much more beautiful.. yeah.. she let him wait... but.. i guess im the kind who is willing to be heartbroken and wait... hai~ too bad..

supposed to go sch for java revision class today.. super overslept till 4pm.. sigh.. tmr then go sch la.. dun think so much.

things are not looking gd. sigh.