wedding madness

in the midst of my bro's wedding. stopping by home to change for the dinner later and i hafta rush off for the dinner rehearsal real soon. they've known each other since poly.. so sweet... first love.. and now they're happily married. im interested to see how they pass the barriers we as swordbearers have set up for them tonite. ;)

i saw the post on her page. somehow i feel she is subtlely hinting that i should move on and not waste my time. should i? maybe i should? well.. i guess its all in the mind.. shall psycho myself to focus on other stuff for the time being. after all, it takes two hands to clap. don't call her, don't msg her, don't.. everything.

i miss the mala and bbq at er yuan... mr yang, mr lee, mr zhang.. it was fate that brought me these nice souls. though we're thousand of miles apart, they have certainly warmed ken and I while we were there in the blistering cold. im glad i found another brother in ken. cool dude, if u're reading this, thanks for all the care and concern on the trip.. the booze... the smokes.. the company.. u've been great! i will never forget the Remedial Training, the bitching, the snoring, the guitar, tong ku de ren, etc etc.

to the rest of the YEPers, i miss u all too! All the best for your studies and also gd luck to the 3 potential couples! ;) Hope to see some confirmed couples by dikun's bday!