jiving weekend
thursday. she's meeting him. blady unsettled. i had wanted to walk her out. but i think i made a wrong guess afterall. didnt expect her to catch a lift. and i missed her completely. that night, she'll be meeting him. blady unsettled. but i was glad i could send her home. had stingray n hokkien mee at newton. and she kopped my sugarcane.
super depressed on friday. i don't know why. just very confused and really wanted to do something to protect her. didn't want her to do anything against her wishes, and was utterly disappointed in myself at the same time. had planned to drink at home..alone. but anna pestered me down to rouge. she agreed to join me and i just wanted to be the first person to give her a birthday hug. when i realised zb will be there, my heart just sank. never had so many butterflies in my stomach in my life. really thankful for the understanding and reassurance from her for the whole night. happy birthday dear.
i love you and i thank you.
showed her the sambuca thinggy fer the first time. i kept my promise. supper at glutton square was great. she was feeding me the whole time:)
it's finally showtime on saturday. met Mike Alpha and Echo Yankee at Queensway hawker centre. trying to save money but i think we spent more instead. the laksa looks real good. i'm going back for it. went ikea to shop for my stuff. ikea just gives me an urge so strong to have a family and a house of my own. walking thru it with her just gives me the feeling of bliss. it's just bliss. oh...saw prof tan. he was frantically looking for his wife and didn't notice us. fancy meeting him there. heh. finally bought my magnet board and paper tray.. but their bookends sucked. either too small or unrealistically expensive. almost couldn't make it in time for aviator. first time using AXS. but the printed tickets suck. so untraditional. and the door hitch tore it. bought a lot of tidbits in. old chang kee. sotong ball. fishball. squid. ngor hiong. and 2 kacang puteh. retreated to MYSG for a "oil-lamp light dinner". she looked so cute sipping her lycheeny. and she really downed my red wine. xiao cha boh. but i love xiao cha bohs. contemplated watching soccer but decided to go back to her place to watch 911 instead. solved a laptop problem for her father. felt good. and had so much ice cream cake. the night was simply unforgettable. the adrenaline rush was exhilarating.
family sunday. went grocery shopping with mother. bought lots of tidbits. haven't been to the supermarket with her for a long time. and guess what. we were bitching about my father in the car. wait, won't that make me a son of a bitch. sorry bitch, erm sorry mother.
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone cause I'll be there
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the author takes no responsibility for the correctness or soundness of the material contained herein.
super depressed on friday. i don't know why. just very confused and really wanted to do something to protect her. didn't want her to do anything against her wishes, and was utterly disappointed in myself at the same time. had planned to drink at home..alone. but anna pestered me down to rouge. she agreed to join me and i just wanted to be the first person to give her a birthday hug. when i realised zb will be there, my heart just sank. never had so many butterflies in my stomach in my life. really thankful for the understanding and reassurance from her for the whole night. happy birthday dear.
i love you and i thank you.
showed her the sambuca thinggy fer the first time. i kept my promise. supper at glutton square was great. she was feeding me the whole time:)
it's finally showtime on saturday. met Mike Alpha and Echo Yankee at Queensway hawker centre. trying to save money but i think we spent more instead. the laksa looks real good. i'm going back for it. went ikea to shop for my stuff. ikea just gives me an urge so strong to have a family and a house of my own. walking thru it with her just gives me the feeling of bliss. it's just bliss. oh...saw prof tan. he was frantically looking for his wife and didn't notice us. fancy meeting him there. heh. finally bought my magnet board and paper tray.. but their bookends sucked. either too small or unrealistically expensive. almost couldn't make it in time for aviator. first time using AXS. but the printed tickets suck. so untraditional. and the door hitch tore it. bought a lot of tidbits in. old chang kee. sotong ball. fishball. squid. ngor hiong. and 2 kacang puteh. retreated to MYSG for a "oil-lamp light dinner". she looked so cute sipping her lycheeny. and she really downed my red wine. xiao cha boh. but i love xiao cha bohs. contemplated watching soccer but decided to go back to her place to watch 911 instead. solved a laptop problem for her father. felt good. and had so much ice cream cake. the night was simply unforgettable. the adrenaline rush was exhilarating.
family sunday. went grocery shopping with mother. bought lots of tidbits. haven't been to the supermarket with her for a long time. and guess what. we were bitching about my father in the car. wait, won't that make me a son of a bitch. sorry bitch, erm sorry mother.
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone cause I'll be there
Disclaimer:
the author takes no responsibility for the correctness or soundness of the material contained herein.
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