Thursday, January 27, 2005

majullah singapura ;)

slept at 7 this morning, after pia-ing my BGS(didn't even finish!!) and having a gd talk with friend.

woke up late for dm class. rushed 2 sch thinkg tt she'll be waitg 4 my dm class to end(at least tt was wat she told me) bt due to unforseen circumstances, it didn't materialise. Never recovered for the day since den.

Lunched at inspire with Leonard. So he knows Alex and gang in SA. hm.. slacked at library after lunched, and chatted a bit with aiwen online. im starting to really enjoy the conversations with her.. we can just identify with each other lah.. not much elaboration needed.

Went in CT late (oh and i caught vincent ng at the viet cafe.. can imagine mich getting gaga over him if she was there.. lol.. little girls..). CT was sooooo boring today... luckily fishcake was entertaining me throughout. hahahha. we were chatting on paper and drawing stupid pics. she ah.. simply amusing..

was talking to prof during smoke break.. heh.. and she suaned tt my sinus is cuz of ciggies. lol. but i felt good that she still came over to talk to us. so i reciprocated by extinguishing it while we talked.

saw chloe after CT ended. was walking over to hug her before i stopped myself cuz she was in a meeting with a group of STANDING pple.. hahha. den miranda fetched me at KAP before i took a bus home... soooo sweeet of miranda... just like miranda orange...LOL

came home and realised my desktop's wireless was screwing up.. took about an hour plus to sort it out and am talking to chloe now.. im still in my jeans and T-shirt la.. oh man.. stinky.

sat my dad's birthday, sun gotta do sai gang. realli wanna go slack tmr after sch... trying to jio pple now. aiwen's pending.. chloe's pending for nite.. hm.. see how it goes.. the worse i'll go home to kunz, or go dwn marina city park to blow wind. yay.. aiwen juz confirmed ok. psychoing her to go essential brew now.. hahahaha. she say ok... hahahhaha. YES! long time never go there. jio-ed uni today.. but she has meeting tmr.. she was the one who told me to go with her again lah.

sometimes i just don't understand myself
y can't i just draw the line clearly
or at least manage it better.

what makes me tick?
who can make me tick?
giving w/o expecting is what i want to do
bt it is so hard to do.
dilemma of selflessness and selfishness,
shall always remain a dilemma.


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