r vs r
oh man. woke up late today. took lunch and talked to uni till now.. am still talking... about the 2 Rs... how they affect each other. its nice that she can totally empathise with me. oh she's leaving for floorball already.. GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! *hugz*
what's bothering me is the group thingie. doing things together.. and its a commitment that has to be juggled with her commitment to me. when i want a person, i want the person totally, and not juz dun bother about a portion about the person that i cannot identify. hence it'll never be full marks.
digress>angel by robbie is playing on claz 95.
sometimes i juz wonder if i should be selfish and request what i want NOW. cuz its a matter of time that the problem has to be faced. i'll rather face it now than later lor. sigh~
much as i would like to, i don't think i'll have the courage to do it. 1. i love her too much to make her change. 2. i know she won't change. hahhaha.. this is so "premise and conclusion" *picture of prof tan appears in my head*
all i can do now is to juz occupy myself when she's involved in those activities. heh. might be a gd thing after all (notice the self denial tone)... i can catch up with my friends and stuff.. n learn dance. heh.
i suddenly miss sam... miss her so much.. haven't heard from her for so long...never smsed me since she went back to doha... and she onli uses icq while i've stopped... sam.. if u're reading this.. drop me a msg with your doha no. k? hope u're doing well now. please learn to protect yourself.. learn to take care of yourself.. hurts me to see u getting hurt when u noe u can prevent yourself from being hurt. i wanna update u with my life too. den we can dwell in self denial together. hahahha. love ya.
she juz called. done with garung guni. time to pick her up, with 2 plasters. i hate these 2 plasters.. but im still going to bring them.
kk. i sound fuckin himbotic. gonna f off now.
what's bothering me is the group thingie. doing things together.. and its a commitment that has to be juggled with her commitment to me. when i want a person, i want the person totally, and not juz dun bother about a portion about the person that i cannot identify. hence it'll never be full marks.
digress>angel by robbie is playing on claz 95.
sometimes i juz wonder if i should be selfish and request what i want NOW. cuz its a matter of time that the problem has to be faced. i'll rather face it now than later lor. sigh~
much as i would like to, i don't think i'll have the courage to do it. 1. i love her too much to make her change. 2. i know she won't change. hahhaha.. this is so "premise and conclusion" *picture of prof tan appears in my head*
all i can do now is to juz occupy myself when she's involved in those activities. heh. might be a gd thing after all (notice the self denial tone)... i can catch up with my friends and stuff.. n learn dance. heh.
i suddenly miss sam... miss her so much.. haven't heard from her for so long...never smsed me since she went back to doha... and she onli uses icq while i've stopped... sam.. if u're reading this.. drop me a msg with your doha no. k? hope u're doing well now. please learn to protect yourself.. learn to take care of yourself.. hurts me to see u getting hurt when u noe u can prevent yourself from being hurt. i wanna update u with my life too. den we can dwell in self denial together. hahahha. love ya.
she juz called. done with garung guni. time to pick her up, with 2 plasters. i hate these 2 plasters.. but im still going to bring them.
kk. i sound fuckin himbotic. gonna f off now.
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