22 seems so old

im officially 22 after last thurs. thanks for the bday greetings my friends. had a quiet bday, skipped school to take a break. no prezzies as per past years. its a gd thing u noe, so i won't be obliged to get presents back for those who gave me.

past week have been emotional. school. bgr. sigh~ its killing me. been getting results, missing lessons, deadlines coming up, feeling lonely, helpless and not able to do things that i wanna do.

today's big "no" hurts. i thought i had it sorted out collectively last night. But apparently its not.

She woke up late today. Called me at 830. heh. There goes my econs. Next thing i know, its 1150hrs, and im late for my DM class.

I feel like jiving. Learnt the last few steps yesterday:

1. Explode with your partner.
2. Hug your partner.
3. Lean <- this is back breakign
4. Let her lie on right hand <- trains right biceps
5. Pull her up and spin her around!

hahha.

i can do anything that makes me happy. u're ok with everything. its just all about me right? all about me. sigh~