insomnia

it has been a while. 2 days more and I'll be done with internship. A fruitful one I must say. Got the kind of work I was looking for, made a bunch of fun but violent people and being treated like part of the family.

It's another loooonggg night trying to fall asleep. Fear of weird dreams and inability to wake overwhelms me. Doesn't help that I have to make a life-changing decision by this friday. argh. I need drinks.